It wasn't that long, was it? First my uncle, and now... a classmate.
:( It's scary. Makes you think death is on your heels just like that movie 'Final Destination'.
We never really talked 'cept in cases wherein there were randomness.
Like me, he was confused. He wanted to pursue a different course you know? He knew what he wanted and yet... He found himself in the same course as I am.
He was always nice to me. Even though we aren't that close.
He'd sit somewhere at the other side of the classroom all alone, and somehow... I found myself going there to talk to him. Even if it was a one-sided talk.
He was one of those people I wanted to befriend. I was hoping my efforts would turn out to be like that of what I exerted with Pauuuwwy. Pauuuwwy is talkative now. :) And we're pretty close.
But that wouldn't happen now.
I'll miss you, Kuya Eric. :'( Please be good. And be happy where you are now. We'll all miss you. Goodbye.
10.30.2009
10.26.2009
The Bet is On. :))
LOL. I can't believe my mom wouldn't believe me if I said I'd do something. >.> Ack. Should I feel insulted or what?!
LOL. But on a serious note, I really do have a history of NOT doing something I said I will do. >.> Arr.
***
Well anyway. I bet her on it. :)) I'm saving up for stuffs now. Nah uh with FOOD. I can live with little food, okay?! I think.
I got hyped up with a JUICY bag. >.> I'm not normally so girly. But ah. I think my girly side finally caught up to my boy side.
PLUS. I fell in love with Taffee's items. She's selling them. :] And it's kewl that you should check it out. I'm buying stuff for myself. Bwahahaha.
http://deathofannakarina.multiply.com
:) Online sellers are now cool for me. I think this is going to be my new indulgence.
***
I need to work on my projects. :] I'm excited now that I think of it. No, they're not school related. More on SELF-RELATED.
I didn't think that DSLR cameras are cool. I even thought they are quite a baggage. I might buy one for myself now. 'Cause they're lookin' so fine.
After I buy that N97 I wanted. :))
Ack. Imma bitch slap myself. :)) Why didn't I see them stuffs before?!
Arr.
I want lots of stuff.
I am therefore, a consumerist bordering on materialism. But. 95 percent consumerist.
Defined as:
getting happiness from consuming and purchasing material possessions.
I have a much worse case of shopaholism than somebody I know. But I will not admit it out loud. Which I just did but I will pretend that I did not.
***
Arrr. :] Imma watch movies. Damn. I am hyped up from thinking stuff I want. DAAAAMN.
Just added:
:] I have a new addiction besides the one aforementioned above.
Strategy civilization games are COOOOL. And AWEZZZOME.
LOL. But on a serious note, I really do have a history of NOT doing something I said I will do. >.> Arr.
***
Well anyway. I bet her on it. :)) I'm saving up for stuffs now. Nah uh with FOOD. I can live with little food, okay?! I think.
I got hyped up with a JUICY bag. >.> I'm not normally so girly. But ah. I think my girly side finally caught up to my boy side.
PLUS. I fell in love with Taffee's items. She's selling them. :] And it's kewl that you should check it out. I'm buying stuff for myself. Bwahahaha.
http://deathofannakarina.multiply.com
:) Online sellers are now cool for me. I think this is going to be my new indulgence.
***
I need to work on my projects. :] I'm excited now that I think of it. No, they're not school related. More on SELF-RELATED.
I didn't think that DSLR cameras are cool. I even thought they are quite a baggage. I might buy one for myself now. 'Cause they're lookin' so fine.
After I buy that N97 I wanted. :))
Ack. Imma bitch slap myself. :)) Why didn't I see them stuffs before?!
Arr.
I want lots of stuff.
I am therefore, a consumerist bordering on materialism. But. 95 percent consumerist.
Defined as:
getting happiness from consuming and purchasing material possessions.
I have a much worse case of shopaholism than somebody I know. But I will not admit it out loud. Which I just did but I will pretend that I did not.
***
Arrr. :] Imma watch movies. Damn. I am hyped up from thinking stuff I want. DAAAAMN.
Just added:
:] I have a new addiction besides the one aforementioned above.
Strategy civilization games are COOOOL. And AWEZZZOME.
10.25.2009
Busy. Busy. Busy.
I didn't post for some time. :] Nyaha. Had lots of stuff to do and things to attend to.
My Uncle's burial was today. It's weird how people did not so much cry at the wake but cried during the burial session. He's a good man, that I know. Lots of people love him.
***
I failed to take pictures of bonding session. But now that I ponder upon it, I don't think it's such a good idea to take pictures during burials. I dunno. Sent shiver up meh spine.
LOL. I don't want some visitors in our shots. LOL. Creepy.
***
Ooh. Haha. My sister's dog is humping the other dog. :] It's the doctor's dog, sausage. :] And the doctor looks good. Nyahahaha.
LOL. Too bad though. My sister's dog is doing it somewhat near awkward and weird.
It's that awkward and weird that MY dog laughs at him. :p
***
Ack, I think I'll be doubling priorities tomorrow.
I need to fix my room. ASAP.
My Uncle's burial was today. It's weird how people did not so much cry at the wake but cried during the burial session. He's a good man, that I know. Lots of people love him.
***
I failed to take pictures of bonding session. But now that I ponder upon it, I don't think it's such a good idea to take pictures during burials. I dunno. Sent shiver up meh spine.
LOL. I don't want some visitors in our shots. LOL. Creepy.
***
Ooh. Haha. My sister's dog is humping the other dog. :] It's the doctor's dog, sausage. :] And the doctor looks good. Nyahahaha.
LOL. Too bad though. My sister's dog is doing it somewhat near awkward and weird.
It's that awkward and weird that MY dog laughs at him. :p
***
Ack, I think I'll be doubling priorities tomorrow.
I need to fix my room. ASAP.
10.23.2009
Proud. :)
I'm proud of myself for having done productive work today. :) It was not as unproductive as the day before, which is good. :)
I got myself busy with the advising that lasted half a day and I have not gained anything from it. It's bad but... I got to bond with my friends. :)
It's my bestfriend's birthday! :D Happy Birthday YuoH. :) Even if you don't see this post. :) I've greeted you anyway.
Nyaha. I helped him with his papers for English. AND I found a weakness.
I can't write with too many people around. I'm good when I'm alone though. Thus, I will keep this from now on. I will do things alone and not when I am around other people. My productivity declines quite a bit.
Hmn., but come to think of it... It really depends. I am productive around some people. In example. Val. Hahahaha.
Honey tells me that I should as much as possible get the block 1 sched. But err... That'd be weird. I dunno. I don't want to be with some people there. Even if honey is there.
No. I CANNOT LIVE WITH THOSE PEOPLE A.K.A "Adiots". I'll strangle them alive in no time. So, to keep the monster in check: I advise that I do not live in the same aquarium they exist in. LOL.
I'm sleepy. I've got to go early tomorrow. T.T I can't stay up late. Daaamn.
I got myself busy with the advising that lasted half a day and I have not gained anything from it. It's bad but... I got to bond with my friends. :)
It's my bestfriend's birthday! :D Happy Birthday YuoH. :) Even if you don't see this post. :) I've greeted you anyway.
Nyaha. I helped him with his papers for English. AND I found a weakness.
I can't write with too many people around. I'm good when I'm alone though. Thus, I will keep this from now on. I will do things alone and not when I am around other people. My productivity declines quite a bit.
Hmn., but come to think of it... It really depends. I am productive around some people. In example. Val. Hahahaha.
Honey tells me that I should as much as possible get the block 1 sched. But err... That'd be weird. I dunno. I don't want to be with some people there. Even if honey is there.
No. I CANNOT LIVE WITH THOSE PEOPLE A.K.A "Adiots". I'll strangle them alive in no time. So, to keep the monster in check: I advise that I do not live in the same aquarium they exist in. LOL.
I'm sleepy. I've got to go early tomorrow. T.T I can't stay up late. Daaamn.
10.20.2009
Awezzzome!
Ahaha. Just woke up from the nap I was in. :)
LOL. Definitely non-productive. >.>
Anyway, I saw this awezzzomest thing. I'm never really a fan of big houses for I usually believe that eerie things lurk in it. I especially hate houses that are far from neighbors and is surrounded by woods. Movies does have that certain impact.
BUT.
Laguna Beach, Calif.
LOL. Definitely non-productive. >.>
Anyway, I saw this awezzzomest thing. I'm never really a fan of big houses for I usually believe that eerie things lurk in it. I especially hate houses that are far from neighbors and is surrounded by woods. Movies does have that certain impact.
BUT.
Batcave
Laguna Beach, Calif.Listed with Coldwell Banker
Year Built: 2004
List Price: $11,850,000
Average Listing Price in ZIP Code: $3,445,640
Average Listing Price in ZIP Code: $3,445,640
You'd be lucky to get a peek at the inside -- or even outside -- of this cliff-side looker. That's because the angular, jutting estate is almost completely hidden from the road by its mountainous surrounds, and, like Bruce Wayne's secret lair, getting inside entails driving through a hidden tunnel and ascending into the home -- car and all --
This is gotta be the awezzzomest thing I saw. (or was it because I just woke up? LOL)
This house is going to be pwned by me someday. LOL. Wishful thinking, hah. It's designed like the batcave!!! Which makes it doubly more awezzzome! Ack. I can't believe that there is something like this. *Evil laugh* And I want it.
Driving through a hidden tunnel and ascending into the home car and all is (I believe) going to be awezzzome everyday. :D
Hah. I'm excited. LOL.
Source for house info: http://finance.yahoo.com/real-estate/article/107967/strange-homes-for-sale?mod=realestate-buy
Check it out. You might like one too. :D
Imbalanced.
Is it imbalanced or unbalanced? Hm. Although I think they're both acceptable, I have yet to know what their difference and proper usage is.
It's 3-ish am. Harhar. Not yet sleeping. I have pondered what I have done today and realized that it is nowhere productive. :p
Why does my body clock keep resetting back to it's nocturnal state? That I wonder.
I have yet to stack my stuff properly in boxes. My room is in a mess. >.> Err. Since when has it not been a mess? LOL.
I'm sluggish, and I'm stupefied right now. I need VM. XD
It's 3-ish am. Harhar. Not yet sleeping. I have pondered what I have done today and realized that it is nowhere productive. :p
Why does my body clock keep resetting back to it's nocturnal state? That I wonder.
I have yet to stack my stuff properly in boxes. My room is in a mess. >.> Err. Since when has it not been a mess? LOL.
I'm sluggish, and I'm stupefied right now. I need VM. XD
10.19.2009
I'm Never Moving Anymore. :D
I promised a friend that if was going to move blogs, I'd shift to tumblr. >.> Hahaha. I'm sorry but I don't know. Tumblr is something close to twitter for me, only it's concentrated with images and the like.
It's not for me, like it is for her because I need space. And I don't think tumblr can give me that. Although I am impressed with their system. It's just not for me though.
Ack. I'm getting hungry. And there's someone singing here who's out of tune. NO, IT'S NOT COMING FROM OUR HOUSE. that's the bad part. IT CAME FROM OUTSIDE. Singing Lady Gaga's Love Game. Arr. Awt. Confirmed. It's a guy. He ruined it for me. Err.
the nerve. :p I applaud you though, whoever you are. XP
I'm going to go downstairs to eat pancakes.
It's not for me, like it is for her because I need space. And I don't think tumblr can give me that. Although I am impressed with their system. It's just not for me though.
Ack. I'm getting hungry. And there's someone singing here who's out of tune. NO, IT'S NOT COMING FROM OUR HOUSE. that's the bad part. IT CAME FROM OUTSIDE. Singing Lady Gaga's Love Game. Arr. Awt. Confirmed. It's a guy. He ruined it for me. Err.
the nerve. :p I applaud you though, whoever you are. XP
I'm going to go downstairs to eat pancakes.
Goodbye.
I'm never a fan of goodbyes. And it hurts when someone does. Death looks so normal in the movies. Heck it even looks good with the all black attire with the matching black umbrella and it's raining. But when you see it up close, then you'd feel the sting. The pain that lingers from somebody going away.
We were a tad close: perhaps in the heart. I can't really remember much aside from fragmented memories of childhood wherein he was the good guy that I did not know but taught me a lot.
I often ask myself who he was, without finding the right answer.
I saw him fragile and smiling whilst battling cancer. I wanted to say: "Hi Uncle Henry. Remember me? I'm that kid you knew. I'm big now." But I didn't have the courage to do so.
Remembering him exactly from my childhood was painful to compare to state I saw him.
He's still smiling, but you could tell that he's worried but he tries not to show it.
He knows he's nearing, but he tells he's going to be okay.
i hate this feeling. i hate having to say goodbye.
I promised you though. And I'll keep it. For real this time around. Despite those numerous other promises I've said to some people in the past and have unkept.
I'll miss you, Uncle. :') Stay with God. I know you're happy beside Him.
Pray that I'll be strong. Also, watch over the 10 month old baby that we saw in the funeral place. I know she'd be a good angel. She perhaps did not get the chance to stay in this world, but... I know she'd be growing up as an angel in the heaven. :)
We were a tad close: perhaps in the heart. I can't really remember much aside from fragmented memories of childhood wherein he was the good guy that I did not know but taught me a lot.
I often ask myself who he was, without finding the right answer.
I saw him fragile and smiling whilst battling cancer. I wanted to say: "Hi Uncle Henry. Remember me? I'm that kid you knew. I'm big now." But I didn't have the courage to do so.
Remembering him exactly from my childhood was painful to compare to state I saw him.
He's still smiling, but you could tell that he's worried but he tries not to show it.
He knows he's nearing, but he tells he's going to be okay.
i hate this feeling. i hate having to say goodbye.
I promised you though. And I'll keep it. For real this time around. Despite those numerous other promises I've said to some people in the past and have unkept.
I'll miss you, Uncle. :') Stay with God. I know you're happy beside Him.
Pray that I'll be strong. Also, watch over the 10 month old baby that we saw in the funeral place. I know she'd be a good angel. She perhaps did not get the chance to stay in this world, but... I know she'd be growing up as an angel in the heaven. :)
We're going to miss you. I'm going to miss you.
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