I'm Missing You Again.

3:36 am.

I really should avoid staying up late. When I stay up late... I think. Over and over again. About everything.

And then I start to miss you. So much that it starts to hurt too.

And then I'd cry. And no matter how many times I'd wipe off tears on my cheeks, it'd be pointless because new ones would come and replace them again.

Ganun kita ka miss.


But I don't think you miss me. :c

I fucking hate feeling this way.

Text Post 02-24-2011

As far as my exams went, I think I did okay. :] I'm gonna see the results next week hopefully... So... Yeah... That'd be pretty much friggin awesome if I did so well. :]


I'm praying real hard.


:] Still got classes to attend to though. :) But it's like 'ghost student'. Since you're gonna be just sitting there and  you won't hafta do the quizzes anymore cause you're done with everythin.


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Believe it or not, we stayed at school till 10 pm. Like WTF. My friends were having their law exam soo... Yeah. I waited and sort of helped.


It was OPEN NOTES, FEEL FREE TO CONVERSE type of exam. O.O


BECAUSE HONESTLY. IT WAS SO FRIGGIN HARD. Especially when you don't know all the provisions.


And the saddest part of it all, you actually realize who are the ones that are really stupid, stupid, average, above average, intelligent. >.>

LOL. I will not have a title for this post because I seriously don't know what to label it.

:] Aced. Pwned. :)

:) LOL. Just got done with my financial management exam. I think I did well. Well hopefully I did.


'Cause during highschool when I get these kinds of "proud" and "I did good" in the exam it turns out I actually failed the shit. :))


I wanna see 90%+ on my paper. Gaddd. I want it so bad that I'm gonna die.


Jk. Exaggerating. :))


Hahaha. Listening to my IPOD. However, my brain malfunctions if I'm listening on something too loud and I'm multi tasking. XD :)) So I have to lower the volume to be able to do multi tasking.


:) Just visited a friend's blog. >.> Crap. Saw a picture of a baby that was thrown somewhere.


Feeling ko ansama ko tuloy. I dunno. I'm not fond of babies ever since I saw a documentary of pregnant women during psychology. >.> It's like...


WTF... I'm gonna die.


But... I dunno. I really felt bad. :'c


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Yeah. Gotta study stuff. :) Hahaha. Got 3 tests tomorrow. :]


*prays hard*


Aja. ;]

Platonic Sh*t my A$$.

Now Playing: Pretty Boy - M2M


Sobrang luma na ang soundtrip. At binabawi ko na ang last post ko. I take it back.

"Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you, like I never ever loved no one before you..." 

Hay. I underestimated my feelings. And that's where it went wrong.


I misinterpreted my "no kilig" feeling as I had moved on and I'm okay already. But no. I'm not. I don't think so. They just happened to become stagnant due to my suppression.


Nevertheless. Everything ended. :')

Text Date. 02-09-2011.

Now Playing - Don't Want an Ending by Sam Tsui; Just the Way You Are - Bruno Mars


ROFL. Unexpectedly. He texted again. Why does he text every time I leave my other phone at home. LOL. I just noticed.


He sent a quote around lunch time. But I argued about his quote like 7 hours after 'cause I left my phone at home.


THEN.


3 hours straight texting. I thought I'm a fast texter, but he's like almost the same level as me. Well, technically I'm slower this time 'cause I was texting via qwerty and still not used to it.


Anyway. 'Cause of the text date he has gone to platonic stage. Err., I dunno if it's because I don't see him anymore or it's because of me and Vix's convo during the day but... >.> Yea. So weird that I cannot even explain.


Da. Fuq.


To think that I've been waiting for him to transcend to platonic stage all these time. And it just came right now. :)) Hahahaha. LOL.


There was flirting involved, however... >.> It's not like before. XD Walang kilig factor for some reason. The "ah okay" feeling.


Crap. Just looked at his facebook page. >.>


Wala na talaga. O.o Saktong timpla.


Samantalang dati I'd cry myself to sleep dahil super miss ko na siya. All that emo shit.


=)) The hell. :)) Hahahaha. Shit. I dunno why I feel happy and sad at the same time. XD


Hay. Ano ba ang namimiss ko? Ang kilig na binibigay niya? O siya talaga?


At the moment, I don't know.


Dun Dun Dun. Then our theme song plays.


Back to December - Taylor Swift; Goodbye - Miley Cyrus

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I wish memories can be chosen. :') Para yung ibang dapat nililimot na, makalimutan na.


Pero alam ko naman, that even if I had the option to forget, I'd opt not to. No matter how much it hurts to remember.

OMG. It's February! LOVE MONTH. :D

:D OMG. It's February! :D I can feel the love. :) Hahaha.


We're still doing the technopreneurship paper, and it's good. I'm pretty much excited for the first draft. :D


Buti nalang walang homework bukas or else I'll be dead. XP


Hahaha.


Hanggang Wednesday nalang eh. :D


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I don't think they'll be airing the series I want anymore. Grr., sucks.


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I'm sleepy. I'm supposed to sleep now so I can wake up around 3 am ish however, I'm watching something. :c


I still don't have my Photoshop CS5 Portable that's why I can't make meh image post. >.<


I'm too sleepy to think. I'll continue this later.


Pardon for the scatter brain post.