Sobrang luma na ang soundtrip. At binabawi ko na ang last post ko. I take it back.
"Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you, like I never ever loved no one before you..."
Hay. I underestimated my feelings. And that's where it went wrong.
I misinterpreted my "no kilig" feeling as I had moved on and I'm okay already. But no. I'm not. I don't think so. They just happened to become stagnant due to my suppression.
Nevertheless. Everything ended. :')
At namimiss ko siya. Ng sobra. Ng sobra. To the point that I have to cry my eyes out again.
Wala naman sa akin if he said goodbye. Eh that's what he wanted eh. That's where he thinks he'd be happy. So wala na akong magagawa.
Pero gusto kong tanungin: "Nag-excuse ka lang ba that you were thinking of me when you said you weren't deserving?"
Kasi sa totoo lang... Even if you weren't deserving at all... I don't care. I still like and love you. Ikaw lang naman ang masyadong nag-isip. Pero anyway. Issue mo na siguro yun with yourself. Yun nalang ang iniisip ko.
Bahala ka na. :)
Takte. Pero gusto ko magpakabitter about everythin. Gusto ko pagsisihan mo. Sa totoo lang.
Nakakainis lang. :c
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