A common fact...

It's not really a new fact to my friends that I am mean. LOL. Like, mean bitch.


BUT I am most of the time good. :D Especially when I feel there is really goodness around.


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On a seriously not related note, I just saw this whilst rummaging through

the thrash on our house. :p

WTF dude. Like my teacher gave me just good for coloring this awesome! See, I even got the shades of the plants right. With the light from the castle reflecting on them. WTF. Only good???!

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We went to SM. And to my great surprise... TADAAA.

So effin awesome and purty.

Got my bilibid gifts bought. :)) LOLOLOL. And...

To those who are familiar with this bottle... I BROKE THE OLD ONE. I WAS DOING SOMETHING STUPID LIKE FREEZING THE WHOLE THING WITH THE WATER ALMOST BURSTING OUT OF THE CONTAINER.

*huff.heave* I'm upset. =))

:) Guardian Angel.

Just read this in my mail. :') And I remembered my guardian angels. :)

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There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park.
  
 Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad.
  
 Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and di rty, the girl just sat And watched the people go by.


 She never tried to speak.


 She never said a word.
  
 Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.
  
 The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there.
  
 Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was Yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes
  
 Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl.
  
 For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone.
  
 As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress.
  
 It was grotesquely shaped.
  
 I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no Effort to speak to her.
  
 Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someone who is different.
  
 As I got closer, the little girl lowered her eyes slightly to Avoid my intent stare.
  
 As I approached her, I could see the shape of her back more clearly.
  
 She was grotesquely shaped in a humped over form.
  
 I smiled to let her know it was OK; I was there to help, to talk.
  
 I sat down beside her and opened with a simple, 'Hello'
  
 The little girl acted shocked and stammered a 'hi '; after a long stare into my eyes...


 I smiled and she shyly smiled back.
  
 We talked until darkness fell and the park was completely empty.
  
 I asked the girl why she was so sad.


 The little girl looked at me with a sad face said, 'Because, I'm Different...'
  
 I immediately said, 'that you are!’ and smiled.
  
 The little girl acted even sadder and said, 'I know.'
  
 'Little girl,' I said, 'you remind me of an angel, sweet and innocent.'


 She looked at me and smiled, then slowly she got to her feet and Said, 'Really?'


 'Yes, you're like a little Guardian Angel sent to watch over all the people walking by.'


 She nodded her head yes, and smiled.


 With that she opened the back of her pink dress and allowed her Wings to spread, and then she said 'I am.'


 'I'm your Guardian Angel', with a twinkle in her eye.


 I was speechless -- sure I was seeing things.


  She said, 'For once you thought of someone other than yourself.


 My job here is done'...


  I got to my feet and said, 'Wait, why did no one stop to help an Angel?'


 She looked at me, smiled, and said, 'You're the only one that could see me,' and then she was gone.
  
 And with that, my life was changed dramatically.
  
 So, when you think you're all you have, remember, your angel is Always watching over you.
  
 Like the story says, we all need someone...
  
 And, every one of your friends is an Angel in their own way.
  
 The value of a friend is measured in the heart.
  
 I hope your Guardian Angel watches over you always.


-I know he does. :) He always does. Keeps saving me from tight situations I've led myself into.

Exhaustion.Catching up.

11.26.09


:)) Hahaha. I am uber exhausted from TRYING to study and all that. When I really don't feel like doing something, exerting effort to do that something doubles its toll on me.

LOL. Reading the front page already makes me dizzy. >.>

It's a good thing that there are...

To alleviate the stress that I am feeling. =))

***

We stopped by the guidance center during that day. And guess what awesssomest thing i saw! Wee. The WOW/Inspiration/Hope Giver bowl. Shobe pulled out one first and then I did.

Yep. That's what it said. Exactly the assurance I needed.

Nyahahaha. Lotsa pictures. I am already adapting to Shobe's addiction to photos. XP

Blue heaven! I got home and my bed is made up like this. Totally blue! Reminded me of Cookie monster. :D

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11.29.09

Networking is totally awesome! Just learned to connect networks via Packet Tracer 5.0. :) We never did the actual thing thank God. I'd be so nervous on what to do that I might just stare at cables for a long looooong time if that happens.

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11.28.09


:)) Saturday class with Mr. Smiley is very good. ^_^ Weee. And me and Mr. Smiley got to talk about life. Awesome! I'm looking forward to attending next next week. We have COMDAP (?) the coming Saturday @ MOA. I just hope that'd be fun. I'm bored thinking about it. XP It might not be so bad as I am imagining it to be. I hope.

My gas when I was heading home. :(

I just loaded P200 worth of gasoline yesterday (not much I know, but hey! I'm not working yet!) and that's already the amount left of my gas. Good gawd. I'm going broke from feeding my car. XP Yep. Was taking pictures out of boredom because I was stuck in traffic.

:)) Be posting again soon. Blogging is getting fun like it used to be for me. :)

Wee. Pictures. :D

Today was lots of fun. Super fun. XP Network management was tough on the hands but, oh well. Worth the effort.


:) To Shobe: Thanks for bearing with me, your useless groupmate. iheartyou.

Epic fail. >.> That was our activity. Well,
it's not really super epic fail. :p

***

I wish I could... just press...

so I could type

a whole new event that would replace what had taken place.

and then we'd be okay. :c

1 in 3 laptops die in first 3 years???!

Yep. Christopher Null from Yahoo Tech's page blogged so.


But. Hahaha. I quote:

 "The most reliable companies? A shocker: Toshiba and Asus, both with below a 16 percent failure rate due to hardware malfunction."

Awesome! My laptop is Asus. :D Hahaha. Although I must admit that I am exposing in with dust since I just leave it on the table in my room. :c Hmm. I might store it now I've read that dust makes computers fail.


***


I am loaded with things to read on. And whenever I think about it, I am thinking of falling asleep. Daaamn.


But I have to study. :D I must. Really must.

My LEFT brain is dominant.

:] I have a dominant left brain. :D


Your Brain Usage Profile:
Auditory : 31%
Visual : 68%
Left : 61%
Right : 38%




uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
safe

:') Touched. I found my calling.

I think I finally found what I wanted to do all along.


[11.16.09]


we visited the bilibid prison. I always thought it was a bad place to be. But seeing them... They're one of those nicest people I know. Yes, maybe they're not like that before, maybe they're bad criminals and all that... But it matters not because it's what THEY HAVE BEEN not what THEY ARE NOW.


:) They were very accommodating. We never felt that we were unwelcome. And it is not because they are obliged to do so, but because they are really genuinely happy that we are there visiting them.


What started out as an 'obligation' turned out to be a worthwhile and rich experience for me. :D I am happy to meet my partner, Kuya J. :D ^_^


[11.16.09 till now]


I want to become a philanthropist. I know. Maybe some people would say I am being ridiculous or I am just saying that to gain favors from others but really, no. If they felt what I felt during that bilibid prison visit... They'd understand.


Them people are not being visited by their relatives. And if they are eventually coming out in the open as regular people once again, they'd still have that stigma.


They have changed. They are deserving of another chance.


I'll keep my promise to Kuya J. :D I'll study hard. Real hard. And when I become rich, I'll never forget that promise. I'm determined to change what I see in the world. And through God's help, it'd succeed. I'm his favorite angel after all. :')


I'm currently inspired with CNN heroes. It sent a good feeling to me knowing that my stereotyped thought that the world is full of evilness is totally not true.


Thanks for being good, God. :) Thanks.

'Cause here we go again.

:] My mom is still working home. She's away from the office and yet she is still working. WTH.

I can never exist like that. Working working the same thing all over again. I'd go crazy. So she earned a planetary amount of respect from me. I am amazed. Goodness.

***

I still have not gotten the phone I wanted. Oh well. Another wait. It won't hurt, right?

Tomorrow is going to be busy. :p and damn early. Hopefully I will get up on time so as not to be late.

***

Diet mode is ON. >.> Ack. I'm cutting down on calories. Hopefully it'd be good. *sigh* This is my fault for indulging and not working out as hard as I used to be. Need to play volleyball tomorrow with my sister.

Good gawd.

I thought I was going to be scolded for sitting in my used to be dreaded subject.


Haha. He called me to recite. >.> Apparently, I had tricked him into believing he failed me. I am still thankful that he did not. Even till now. It's a great relief. :D


I never really thought I'd grow to like the subject. Even if it still gives me the chills, the feeling of actually making my professor proud works on me. It was my motivation.


I don't want him to remember me as one of his students that also trashed their life. :p


Soo. I'm making him proud. :D Just like my parents.


***


Taffee was so scared awhile ago. She felt that probably chilling thing up the spine. I'm supporting her, and Viki too. Soo. Hopefully that wouldn't be a problem.


I have to balance a lot of stuff. I need to. Actually, for some weird reason I am deeply motivated and encouraged. Ah, is this what a broken heart yields?


LOLOLOL. Or perhaps the stress isn't getting into me just yet. Hopefully it'd stay that way.


Nyahahaha. I'm proud of myself for opening a savings account. BPI came to school today to offer free openings of savings account. Which is good. Now I do not have to worry about where my money goes.


And I am very very certain now where it really does go. And so not happy about it.


I have diagnosed myself to have this weird phenomena of wanting to buy stuff. It's like shopaholic -ism but well, milder. And I have to stop. >.>


My room is already crowded with stuff I don't even want to use. WTH.


Why haven't I been thinking bout it when I was at the mall? WTF.


***


Still to do:
|-> working on that DBMS lecture.
|-> Economics - Read.
|-> Dabble on that NBP visit and immersion.
|->Theo104 (I am effin glad that I am classmates with Taffee and Musume = more bonding time)
|-> Update planner. :D (yes, I am using a planner now. XP Never have done so before and regretting it somewhat. I could have straightened my life! :p)


Argh. >.< There is something wrong with my penmanship. I am hating it. >.>

Ah. 2nd Sem.

I can feel it. It's getting near. LOL. actually, it is. Tomorrow. Starting tomorrow, the new semester starts.


I don't know if my blood would be boiling anytime soon. I'll be seeing friends, and enemies. Well, there's no enemies really (and hopefully it stays that way); more of people who tick me off for no reason at all, it's purely because i don't like their face.


It's impossible really to have quarrels during college. You're a different entity than you were during highschool and they don't know you that much at all for them to start some belligerence in your direction. Well at least I believe so.


People who start shit with you when you're doing nothing at all should be tied to a post and burned alive. Please mind your own business people. Don't intervene with someone else's unless they ask you to do so or that person is a really really close friend. Anybody not around the grounds mentioned above should be left alone and please keep your mouth shut. Some of us needs their bloody space, you know?!


Ah. Good to have let that out.


***


Wee. Shopping tomorrow. But not till I drop. XD


I am looking forward to seeing my friends and finally learning again. I should indulge in reading again. :D It'd be fun.


AND. Of course. To be bloody early once again.


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Taffee is so scared of my law professor. XP He is really scary before you get to know him, but after that s**t. It seriously becomes fun. I'm proud of myself for being able to remember still what he has been lecturing us about.


I want him to be proud of me. That I had been his student before. I wanna prove to him that not everyone has declined to stupidity as what he had assumed.


:D It'd be okay. Hopefully. I hope I'll get it through my thick skull that I need to excel in school like I did before.


LOL. WTH. I just searched for what my sister was saying in Japanese.


Chin Chin teberu? WTF. It's a bad word. Phrase rather. Blech.


***


I'm heading off to bed. Tomorrow's an early day. I'm going to see them soon. :D


imissyou. and i terribly suck at coping with it.

LOLOL.

I just notice how disgusting my room is. Eek.


Lots of stuff trashed everywhere.


:))


My dad is coming home btw. No comment. I don't wanna comment.


I have to adjust to his homecoming all over again. Ack.


SUNDAY. Dreaded day.


Haha. Just added a dictionary and a thesaurus to my bookmarks. XD :)) I am addicted.


I read Myunghee's post. She just dreamt of the cutest guy for her evaar.


Ah, GB. When will I see you? Tell me.

Man-Hater??

I have put some sort of deliberation in my head. No offense to people that might stumble upon this blog post who are male, or for my male friends either that might read this post.


I've formulated in my head that male species are liars. They're cheaters too. Ack. From what I've observed in my friends. Only some (countable by my fingers) are for keeps.


I just hope not everybody is like that. Oh well, I'm still young. There's lots of different people to meet.


But for now. I'm stereotyping all males as evil. :p


I guess this is what you get from reading those celebrity magazines whose marriages are falling apart due to third party or worse: boredom with their other half.


I mean, okay. Lemme give one example: This celebrity guy tells that he's tempted to cheat because his wife has turned to be a... well, a MOTHER rather than a WIFE. He adds that she's not the sexy fun girl he married.


Now I have absolutely convinced myself that a human's love can only be so fleeting.

Owl City. :)

LOL. I am in love with them band. :))


I keep smiling when I hear one of their songs. Ah.. :) The feeling of a good soundtrip is the best.


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I miss and not miss school.


I miss my friends. But I don't miss the entirety of the responsibility school gives.


I dunno. I have yet to set my priorities right.