Last na siguro to.
After this... Tama na. I'm quitting.
LOL. I prolly looked silly if I was able to see myself from afar as I cried on the bus while staring outside the window. Didn't know reading a text could hurt that bad. But it did.
And it still does hurt.
I love you, I really do. And sadly you confuse me. I don't know if you're doing that deliberately to fish something out of me... Like some shit ego boost I usually do... But that's it.
That's the last straw. I won't make an effort to make us okay anymore, because clearly... We're not working on the same page.
Maybe I'm just a convenience. A something that provides with you with this emotional shit you need.
I'm backing off.
"The moment you settle for something for less than you deserve, you get even less than what you settled for."
I wish when I wake up tomorrow I won't have these retarded feelings anymore. After all, that's what you want. So maybe it's something I should want too.
Think I'm gonna be always there? No. Ayoko na din. Sa totoo lang. 'Cause I'm too tired of the games.
"Because it's not true that we don't know what we had till it's gone, we knew what we had... We just never thought we'd lose it."
I made myself too available. That's my mistake. To think I chose you over all the other options I had.
You know what? I thought I had a strong fighting spirit. But you win. :') so...
I'm saying goodbye baby, and I don't plan to rewind and go back anymore.
It fuckin hurts too much. So I quit.
03/07/2011: I quit on the boy I love. Because he's such a jerk. Ü
Srsly.
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