I'm Officially A Graduate; This Post Just Had To End About HIM again;

Hahaha. Awesome. I thought I had died halfway during the ceremony because at one point it became so boring that my mind had floated away and I could barely understand what part has been done and what is currently happening.


LOL. Joke. :)) I was thinking a lot during the ceremony. Like what comes after that and all. Will life be so unfair and harder than it already is right now. >.>


As I transition into the real world, I'm getting the creeps. I don't know how well I'd fare and all. I don't like it when I disappoint other people, and especially myself.


I have high standards for myself and I'm scared of not being able to make it.


Is that weird? :-/


Fortunately, I have companies that are seeking my employment. Thank God. :D Can't thank Him enough for that. I mean, other people are having a hard time finding work and here I am with choices.


No. I'm not bragging. I'm just stating how God has blessed me a lot.


Maybe I'm just not lucky with my love life, but everything else? It's like... GIVEN STRAIGHT FROM ABOVE.


Speaking of love life, I'm doing better. I'm realizing that running away from the fact that he'll have this special place always, would make things harder so I'm trying to just live with the feeling.


The Heartbreak Notebook I have is a good therapy. As I said there,

"You said I'd find someone better, but will you find someone like me? Sabagay, I just realized. You're not looking for someone like me. You're looking for something else, along the lines of rotten apples and such." 

It's just me who's insisting for you to seek what's best. Pero you have convinced yourself to settle for something less, and I guess I can't do anything about it, no? :D


Wala lang. Nakakatawa na I raise questions and I answer them myself. :p


So smart. Like a boss. ROFL.


The things you do to me, boy.