10.06.2011

Relapse.

And the problem with me is:



I SO DO NOT HAVE THE TALENT OF LEAVING AND NOT LOOKING BACK.

At some point, I end up getting a relapse and going back to the same shit all over again.

Srsly. This is getting really really old.

A few months into it and I'm doing really great... and then after some time, I go to that relapse stage and then the next thing I know I'm crying over some shit I did.

Where is the 'LIVE IN THE MOMENT' quote when I need it so much, ah?

:c I'm not talking about my love life entirely, but my whole life itself. >.>

And it sucks when I get to this point where I feel like throwing a 'pity party'. Everybody is moving and I am in this single space, walking back and forth endlessly.

I need you, Inner Bitch. I need you.

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