I'm Here Because I'm Meant To Be Here.

I'll never get tired of the way you tell me you miss me, Love.


Every night before heading to bed, it freaks me out to think how everything could have been so different if I'd taken those decisions I didn't take.


Hell. It might have been good. It might have been so much better, but gawd. I will never exchange you for any of it.


That's how much I love you.


No regrets.


I know I've asked before why I'm actually where I am... But then I just realized at some point that I'm here because I'm meant to be here; because someone needs me to be at this exact spot.


'Cause if I'm not at this exact spot...


I would've skipped the whole Boycrush episode; I would've missed building a bridge of friendship with you; I might have had a different set of people in my life; I might have lost Honey; I might not have 'Dad'; I might not have a 'Loveteam';


A way different set of EVERYTHING that is actually too long to type.


Everything might have sucked at one point, but it doesn't matter any more.


If everything sucks again in the future, and I forget how much the journey has been worth everything...


I'll read this post again. Over and Over.




Negative things will come. I may not be able to control everything that happens. It will upset me.


But they are there for a reason.


A purpose I might not comprehend as of the moment, but will always turn out for the best.


If something negative comes up, I'll just think:


"Negative things before had been the stepping stones of the awesome people who are currently in my life. Maybe someone awesome is on the way. It's gonna be worth it."


:]