Give some of that weight where it belongs, - to God, and have faith that what happens is for the best, whether you understand it or not.
--I'm gonna breathe deep, let go, and let You. On everything.
**6/20/2011: I'll miss you, Dallas. :') You made me so happy again. I could've asked you to stay, baby. But I don't think you'd want that, after everything.
Gawwdd. Baby, it's all my fault. And I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry, baby.
I should've done everything right. I should've stayed. I should've known it was the last time I was ever gonna see you. I should've held you for the last time that night.
And I didn't. Because I'm a gadddamn coward.
I've learned a lot. Those little things in life. Those moments. And you should know that a part of me will stay with you. Even after you're gone. Because baby, believe it or not... You've taught me to become someone better in that span of time.
But some part of me will never forgive myself for what has happened.
I love you though. Hopefully, you felt that. :'(
Hopefully you're happy with Peppermint and Machi. God knows how much I've loved them both. The time was too short. And now, you.
But... doggy heaven, yeah? I'm believing in that.
You're the 3rd puppy, and yet my heart still breaks. :'(
Watch over me, little guy. :') I'll miss you. I love you. Always. Forever.
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